I was showering this morning thinking about what I would share. I was wondering what would be super scary to share with my world that would plunge me outside of my comfort zone? I got it, things I don’t want you to know about me and things I do.
Things I don’t want you to know about me:
- I was a loser in high school (that might be a bit harsh and funny that it’s the first bullet)
- I’m afraid people are judging me ALL THE TIME (this is actually reducing as I didn’t die yet since I started this 6 days ago)
- I’m afraid people will find out I’m controlling – or at least that’s the story
- I’m afraid people will think I’m stupid
- I cry (a lot)
- I get angry and yell
- I think I’m fat
- I don’t especially like gardening
- I spend way too much time in my head worrying
- I swear too much
- I hate cooking
- I worry about money
- I worry if about how I come across to others
- I worry if people think I’m weird
- I worry I’m not a good mother or wife
- I have some regrets in life and I also see these things made me who I am today
- I don’t have enough time to do everything I want to do
- I suffer, blame and make people wrong
- I feel like a doormat, not enough, and I don’t matter
- I can be righteous and a victim
- #metoo
- I’m not perfect
- I’m human
Things I want you to know about me:
- I’m a mother, wife, daughter, public servant, landlord, coach, lover of nature
- I’m living outside my comfort zone in order to grow
- I’m posting this to crack open my judgement context
- I was a single mom for a few years and I’m proud of it
- I want to learn Spanish
- I love dancing
- I love singing in my car alone or with Vivi
- I love to listen to accents in other people
- I love culture, different countries and finding out about our differences
- I love people especially when I get to see inside their beautiful lives
- I’m learning that others have shit going on in their lives which sometimes comes out onto me
- I’m learning how not to make that about me
- I’m going to get another tattoo
- I’m learning that I can’t be responsible for how people interpret what I say/do. I can clean it up though
- I’m learning a new relationship with integrity
- I’m learning how to let go of responsibilities that aren’t mine
- And that everything will still turn out as it will
- I want to make a difference in the world
- I want everyone I talk to to feel touched, special and loved
- I want to leave a legacy
- I love it when my husband gardens and I get to eat that nourishing food
- I love it when people show that they like/love me
- I’m learning to feel ok without the external input from others
- I’m learning to love and fall in love with myself
- I’m not perfect
- I’m human
- I’m Love, Leader, Humanity, Play and Hearth and my life purpose is Harmony
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